WHAT THE FUCK
ARE EVEN TRUE/REAL FRIENDS ANYWAY.
THE 'TERM' FRIEND OR THE WORD IS COMPLETELY OBSOLETE TO ME NOW.
PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE. 'FRIENDS' ARE ACTUALLY STRANGERS BEFORE YOU COME INTO CONTACT WITH THEM.
SO WHY WASTE YOUR LIFE TRYING TO MAKE THEM OR TRYING TO PLEASE THEM.
THEY ARE JUST PEOPLE YOU LET INTO YOUR LIFE. LET SCREW IT UP AND THEN IN THE END YOU REALIZE HOW THEY KNEW NOTHING ABOUT YOU TO BEGIN WITH AND THAT IT WAS ALL FOR NOTHING.
I'M TIRED. SO TIRED OF TRYING MY ULTIMATE BEST TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE HAPPY AND PUTTING ON A BRAVE FACE. I HAVE DEMONS I STRUGGLE WITH EVERY DAY THAT NOT ONE OTHER PERSON CAN IMAGINE.
AND I DON'T NEED PEOPLE TELLING ME I NEED TO DO THIS OR NOT TO DO SOMETHING.
THE IMPACT OTHER PEOPLE MAKE ON A PERSONS LIFE IS DRAMATIC. AND YOU MAY THINK YOU KNOW A PERSON. BUT WHEN REALITY SETS IN, YOU NEVER REALLY HAD ANY CLUE...
